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Sabtu, 25 Juli 2020

Go away
I realized that no one can stay in our life forever. Everyone just docked for a while. The truth of life is about how long we can be together, and how after that?. Separation is an absolute thing. We can't avoid that. Come and go is a normal thing as well. People come with happiness, then go by leaving sadness. After that, everything will run normally, even though the heart still feels the hurt. 


As time goes by, the wound in the heart will heal by itself. That sad moment was not forgotten, but the pain did not feel like the beginning. 

Every time when we are alone, the sadness maybe come back. It happens because of no one in our hearts. Abandoned or left? both of them have the same feeling, hurt, yeah only hurt. when that situation happens, just go away. Go away from your reality, go away from your social media, go away from your routine. You just need the time to heal up. 

 
I went far from home not to heal up

Jumat, 12 Juni 2020

Me against myself and try to be consistent


Sometimes I thought I am a useless person, that's why I am lazy to do productive things. The "useless" mindset is what makes me often fail to start good habits consistently. Sometimes I also blame the situation where I was already unproductive and made me more difficult to move. Hundreds of times I tried to change to the new habits, but in the end, I failed again.

Today, June 12, 2020, I learned a valuable lesson from watching a video on Youtube. A video that slapped me for allowing myself to be in this state. Continue to be in the comfort zone, always giving up through the process of changing and always blaming circumstances. I hate what He said in the video because that is true. The hard slap brought me to stand back again at the start point for the umpteenth time. 

Through this post, I am Tiar, 23 years old, will try as much as possible to start new things that make me more productive and change the mindset of "useless". I do not know this effort will be worked or will be to the list of my failures. I will try to start slowly until finally, it can be consistent. If I fail and I "GIVE UP", I deserve a slap physically and mentally. In the end, what I do is to counter myself and try to be consistent. good luck to me.


Minggu, 31 Mei 2020

A Corner of Qingdao City
Qingdao is a city placed in Shandong province. This city has a popular beer called Tsingtao (I didn't drink alcohol, so I can't imagine the taste).  

A long time ago, Germany had colonized this city. Some corners of the city look to have European-style architectural design.

This photo is representative of how beautiful Qingdao is:

I have some photos collection of Qingdao City. Maybe I will share other photos, but not in this post.


Senin, 27 April 2020

Marhaban ya Ramadan
Ramadan is coming.
Ramadan is a very special event for Muslims, which has many kindness, and happiness. I have never thought this Ramadan will be at my home. I think I will complete this Ramadan in Qingdao. But it doesn’t matter. The important thing is I can get more quality time with every people in my home country. Maybe after I back to Qingdao, I will not back to my country until my study has finished.

Anyway, this Ramadan will be different than the previous year. Yeah, the situation of epidemic still growing up and people must stay at their home. Our government told us to pray at home and minimize activity that can be assembled by a lot of people. It’s okay, we must conduct the government said to make this situation better. Staying at home during Ramadan is not bad if we have something to do. Be productive even we feel hungry and lazy maybe too hard. But we must have something to do.   

I wonder how Muslims of Qingdao celebrate the Ramadan. Do they have Ramadan cultures like takjil or food? This big question has stayed in my mind when I see this photo from my phone:


青岛我爱农。